Thursday, May 17, 2007

on wednesday

Ive learnt a lesson. Next time if i need to have my bladder full for a scan, dont, DONT ever have pizza (or bread, basically carbo), for lunch. My stomach felt so full as i kept drinking bottles of water to fill up my bladder. Not the best feeling in the world.
Anyway, went shopping after my appt. bought the stuff i want. yeah, but still missing some stuff. why didnt river island open in raffles city, like, last fri? then i could have checked it out yesteday. oh wells.
ooohhh.. oakley city duathlon on 20th may. dang, i missed the deadline. cos no need to swim in the sea, so im quite interested in it. dang.
please, let Mr Sun shine brightly today...

Im listening to 987fm now, muttons in the morning. the topic they are discussing now is on 'doing things alone'. example, eating, watching movie, shopping, etc, alone. to me, i have no problems with that at all. i have lost count on the times when i have been doing stuff alone. ha.
i know some people who really cant do things alone. they need somebody with them. i personally find joy in doing things alone at times. ha, yes, im a loner. but really, if im hungry, i can just go eat kunch or dinner alone la. is it wrong to fill my stomach when im hungry? i dun have to go asking pple, "hey u want go eat now?" or "hey, what you wanna eat?" with nobody else to consider, i can whatever and whenever i want.
movies also. some people fine people who watch movies alone pathetic and loser-ish. i have watched movies alone too! my first alone movie was 'bring it on' in P6. ha. i could still remember, it was after PSLE, i had just finished a holiday guitar course. i had been wanting to watch that movie for a long time, but couldnt find anyone else to catch it with me. initially, i thought it was pretty pathetic to watch alone too. i got a corner seat at the last row. as the movie was about to end its screenings soon, there werent many ppl in the theatre. i felt at ease cos there werent so many ppl there to judge me. but i really enjoyed the process. i mean, u dont have to talk when watching a movie. i hate talking during movies. so it doesnt make much difference to me if there's somebody with me. some people say the company is impt. yes, i agree with that, but i feel it is not a necessity.. yup. the advantage of watching alone is that i dun have to go ard asking pple when they are free, then have to arrange when to meet, must get everybody;s consent then can book, blah blah blah. tedious process. ha. if it's a small grp, like 2 or 3 ppl, it's ok la. bt more than tt, a bit problematic... ha.
shopping too. pls, i dun want anybody with me. ha. i dun need opinions too. if i need, i'll ask the person in the stall. though some of them may lie to get me to buy the clothes, but hey, it's my money. i buy whatever i feel comfortable with. i dun need to get the consent of others to decide if i shld get something. -shrugz-

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